We never ever do anything on New Year's Eve because, well, I don't know why. It used to be because I never liked having to drive when there are so many nuts on the road. But now that we've lived in San Francisco for almost two years, that's not really an excuse. Maybe it's because we don't live near the sort of close friends you want to ring the new year in with -- maybe it's just because Ben and I are way too antisocial for our own good.
When I was young I was told that the sort of mood you are in when the clock strikes twelve will determine how you'll feel the rest of the year. Perhaps my usual sadness on New Year's Eve explains why someone recently told me that I remind them of the Zoloft mascot, that little blob of gloom.
So, I'm blue and Zoloft blobish because I'm sad to see 2003 end. It's been an amazingly interesting year and perhaps the hardest of my life. I believe I've done more learning this year than I did during the past eight years combined. Starting a business, launching a online service and keeping one's sanity is pretty darn difficult but also incredibly rewarding. In the process, I also feel like like I've aged ten years. I'm still waiting for that carefree vacation we promised ourselves right before we launched Movable Type.
I can't leave this year without a brief wrap-up of the highlights (both personal and media-related):

This morning, from my dad, I received a 

